Saturday, February 10, 2018


  • How would you describe yourself?

I’m a perfectionist. When I do something, I want to get it done properly, and it’ll piss me off if something is done without meeting my expectation. I’m an actual sweetheart, I’d do anything for the people that I care of, but once I get hurt, I’m done. I’d be distant if I know someone doesn’t put me on the same level of priority, because that’s just who I am. I put other people above myself so when people don’t treat me the same I’d be super disappointed. Oh and I’m also a queen bee. You gotta listen to me bitches.

  • What is something you did as a teen that you parents never learned about?

WHERE DO I EVEN START hahahahahah, let's just say I wasn't as innocent that most people think I was, let's just leave it there.

  • Who was the first person you kissed? What were the circumstances?

It was weird.. considering that we did it in public. Being at that age, of course I was giddy about it but when I think about it again.. my god, WHY

  • What's the craziest dream you've ever had? What's the most recent dream you can remember?

I always get nightmares. I dreamed of being chased, falling from a high place.. just bizarre stuff in general. But I get stupid dreams at times. Like just night, I remember that I was on a queue to buy some food. It was a long queue, so being an asshole that I am, I cut the queue and the person behind me was Anas, who is my friend from primary school. When I reached the counter, the cashier purposely ignoring me and turned to Anas and asked him what he wanted to order. I remember standing there feeling stupid like “DAMNNN” but that’s what you get when you refuse to queue and think you could get away with it lol. Then I don’t remember what happened hahahah this story is so pointless

  • What is your first childhood memory?

I don’t know how I remember this, but I have a clear picture in my mind, on the day of my younger brother’s majlis cukur jambul. We’re only three years apart, so I must be around 3-4 years old by the time the event took place.

  • What was the happiest moment of your life?

Honestly? I don’t know. I’m scared to be too happy because shit always happen when I do. So most of the time, I’d retain myself from being too happy.

  • What was your most embarrassing moment? How did you respond?

I was 16/17 years old when this happened. You see, I was selected to be the President of the English Club. Traditionally, all leader of each organisation were required to join this camp in this one small island in Perak, if I’m not mistaken. One night, we were having this group session in a hall, which require everyone to walk or run around to complete certain tasks. We were all sitting on the concrete ground and everyone was talking to each other. And suddenly I noticed that some eyes were on me. Some boys were obviously talking about me, because they kept on looking at me and they were laughing at something. That time, I was sitting in a position where my legs were bent and I was hugging my knee (can you picture this?) Not knowing what was up, I chose to ignore the boys and continued to talk to my friend named Amira Adnan. About 10 minutes later, I began to feel uncomfortable sitting on the cold, hard ground, so naturally I tried to stretch and when my hands started to touch the bottom part of my thighs, I remember touching my own skin underneath the fabric of my track pants, so I was like, what the fuck??? So I peep down there and to my terror, I saw a BIGASS HOLE. Not a small hole, I’m talking BIG, BIG HOLE, like my pants were torn apart into half. I tried not to panic and started to think on how to deal with this situation. I whispered to Amira and asked her to accompany me to walk balk to our dorm so that I can change. I remember trying to leave the hall without anybody noticing but people were alert as fuck man hahahah. The boys knew that I finally understood what they were laughing about, which made them burst into laughter again. I felt sooo embarrassed of course, and I tried the very best I could to avoid any boys until the end of the camp hahahah seriously what the fuck happened to my pants, how on earth nobody noticed that because I’m pretty sure I’ve been wearing those pants for hours???

  • Do you have any birthmarks? If so, where is it?

Nope, don't think I have any. But I have sooo many moles and skin tags.

  • Do you fall for a person fast?

I don't think I fall easily. Once I really like a person, I get so emotionally attached and definitely gonna have a hard time moving on.

  • Have you ever talked marriage with another person?

Yes. With my exes, lol. But only briefly since I knew they were boys and still immature. Girls tend to think ahead y'know. They take relationships way more seriously. Marriage is really nice to daydream about, but being me, I think too much about other possibilities. But I’m currently in relationship with the same guy for almost eight years by now, so of course I’d love to get married to this person and grow old and crazy together.